Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Me- Written in August 2007

ME- August 2007
Tell me that I'll be okay...that my heart will mend and fill one day

Tell me that my tears are not in vain, but help me find a release from my pain

The world is waking up, and I'm finding my place

I won't be another waste of God's amazing space

I wish and I pray, I trust and I doubt

Tell me that I'll love again, and find these words ring true

Tell me that I'll find some one, better for me than you.

Erase the hurt, the pain and the strife

Bring on the challenges, successes and questions of life

Find me in the laughter or find me in the pain

Just find me before the hurt takes hold and makes me go insane

Im not the best poet, this doesnt follow a natural pattern or rhyme

These words are not yours to judge, in fact they are mine
Find me,
             hold me,

                               make it go away


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Our Journey towards Making a Family

Long Version : Our Journey Blog Post
Go here to learn about how we got our start..and where we are now!

Short Version:
11-28-2008- Started Dating

2-14-2010- Got Engaged :)

4-3-2010- First Positive Test- Baby 1 due 12/10/10

5-1-2010- Miscarriage at 8wks2days

12-10-2010- Estimated Due Date for Baby 1

5-5-2011- Second Positive Test- Baby 2 due 1-12-12
5-7-2011- We are Married!! :)
5-14-2011- Miscarriage at 5wks2days

6-16-2011- Repeated Pregnancy Loss blood work
6-23-2011- HSG looks good!
6-23-2011- dx positive ANA- Anti Nuclear Antibodies

07-05-2011- Rheumatologist Appointment
7-11-2011- dx Low Vitamin D levels. Start Prescription Vitamin D and baby aspirin

09/2011- Officially No Longer Preventing

10/5/11-First cycle Actively Trying. AF shows up

11/21/11-Celiac Bloodwork Negative, Vit D still lower than normal, start another prescription. Continue prenatals with Vit. D as well

01-12-12-Estimated Due Date for Baby 2
01/12-Vit D in normal range, start over the counter Daily Calcium with Vit D supplement per Rhuematologist.

2/15/12-Appt with new Ob who is more proactive with Progesterone Testing-suspects progesterone issues.

2/15/12- 5/9/12-Stop trying and start new charting method (Creighton) to watch for hormone imbalance.