So there was yet another Facebook pregnancy post here lately...I can't deal. I want to dissapear. I was doing so well, for sooo long, and now for some reason I keep running across triggers. I miss my baby. I should be 22 FREAKIN WEEKS right now. But I'm not. I have an empty uterus and an empty heart. Ugh.
I can't wait to try again, but know that its not a logical choice until after we get married due to the timing of it all.
On top of that I found out my triglyceride levels are high and my good cholesterol levels are low...FRIGGIN great.
I'm so not in the mood right now for any drama or craziness and I swear if I get on fb today and theres more posts about preggos, I might just put a hold on my account. I have a feeling this is going to get worse as my due date keeps looming closer...I really do. Maybe once it passes I can take a breath and start feeling normal again...I can only hope.
I'm not usually so depressing and negative, really. Just having a hard time dealing with things right now.
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