Saturday, August 14, 2010

Hate, It's a Strong Word. Inspired by the Poem from 10 Things I hate about you. Written February 2007

Hate...It's a Strong Word

I hate the way you leave me speechless

and your smart ass ways.

I hate the way you drive your car

and that you leave me in a daze. I hate how much I love your jacket,

and the way you shattered my walls.

I hate you so much it makes me scream,

and I hate that you made me fall

I hate that you think you're always right,

and I hate wondering if you've lied

I hate you when you make me laugh,

but so much more when you make me cry

I hate that I can't see you more,

and that you still don't know the real me

But mostly, I hate the way I can't hate you

because I know

that there's no way

you could ever hate me.


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Our Journey towards Making a Family

Long Version : Our Journey Blog Post
Go here to learn about how we got our start..and where we are now!

Short Version:
11-28-2008- Started Dating

2-14-2010- Got Engaged :)

4-3-2010- First Positive Test- Baby 1 due 12/10/10

5-1-2010- Miscarriage at 8wks2days

12-10-2010- Estimated Due Date for Baby 1

5-5-2011- Second Positive Test- Baby 2 due 1-12-12
5-7-2011- We are Married!! :)
5-14-2011- Miscarriage at 5wks2days

6-16-2011- Repeated Pregnancy Loss blood work
6-23-2011- HSG looks good!
6-23-2011- dx positive ANA- Anti Nuclear Antibodies

07-05-2011- Rheumatologist Appointment
7-11-2011- dx Low Vitamin D levels. Start Prescription Vitamin D and baby aspirin

09/2011- Officially No Longer Preventing

10/5/11-First cycle Actively Trying. AF shows up

11/21/11-Celiac Bloodwork Negative, Vit D still lower than normal, start another prescription. Continue prenatals with Vit. D as well

01-12-12-Estimated Due Date for Baby 2
01/12-Vit D in normal range, start over the counter Daily Calcium with Vit D supplement per Rhuematologist.

2/15/12-Appt with new Ob who is more proactive with Progesterone Testing-suspects progesterone issues.

2/15/12- 5/9/12-Stop trying and start new charting method (Creighton) to watch for hormone imbalance.