Friday, September 10, 2010

Loving is Believing-Written May 2008

In life we're faced with choices, sometimes never knowing what to chose

We take a leap of faith just prayin to win or gracefully lose

Our decisions make us, our lives can't break us

And this is what its about

Its about waking up in the arms of someone you love

Reaching out to our God above

Its about laughter and fun, and work and play

Its about living is if tommorow is our last and only day

Life is a journey, each person following a path of their own

One day looking back only to find that a new person has grown

If we're lucky enough to have it a path can cross with another

Love and harmony, supporting sisters and brothers

Deeper than that, our paths may merge into something greater

A deep connection some find early in life and others later

I don't know all the answers and I don't claim to be perfect

But I do know a few secrets, living, loving and treating all with respect

Just the same, we can't be people pleasers forever

Sometimes we make choices, and whether right or wrong

Its up to us to discover how to live out our heartsong.

Happiness flows and smiles come easy

To find it even in saddness and despair...thats when you know

Loving is believing.


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Our Journey towards Making a Family

Long Version : Our Journey Blog Post
Go here to learn about how we got our start..and where we are now!

Short Version:
11-28-2008- Started Dating

2-14-2010- Got Engaged :)

4-3-2010- First Positive Test- Baby 1 due 12/10/10

5-1-2010- Miscarriage at 8wks2days

12-10-2010- Estimated Due Date for Baby 1

5-5-2011- Second Positive Test- Baby 2 due 1-12-12
5-7-2011- We are Married!! :)
5-14-2011- Miscarriage at 5wks2days

6-16-2011- Repeated Pregnancy Loss blood work
6-23-2011- HSG looks good!
6-23-2011- dx positive ANA- Anti Nuclear Antibodies

07-05-2011- Rheumatologist Appointment
7-11-2011- dx Low Vitamin D levels. Start Prescription Vitamin D and baby aspirin

09/2011- Officially No Longer Preventing

10/5/11-First cycle Actively Trying. AF shows up

11/21/11-Celiac Bloodwork Negative, Vit D still lower than normal, start another prescription. Continue prenatals with Vit. D as well

01-12-12-Estimated Due Date for Baby 2
01/12-Vit D in normal range, start over the counter Daily Calcium with Vit D supplement per Rhuematologist.

2/15/12-Appt with new Ob who is more proactive with Progesterone Testing-suspects progesterone issues.

2/15/12- 5/9/12-Stop trying and start new charting method (Creighton) to watch for hormone imbalance.