Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Cue Soapbox

"God counts the tears of the hurt. The woman came out of a man's rib, not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved."

I am So BLESSED to have a loving and honest fiance! I pray EVERY day that God continues to bless and strengthen our relationship. I love Nick SO very much and I am so very grateful for everything he has done. I really do love him to the depths of my soul.

My heart is hurting for many dear families right now...broken and bruised by's just not right. Why do people cheat/lie? WHY?

What the H3LL is wrong with people? Why do they think it's okay to cheat, lie, just drop their families?
So pissed that I've seen so many families destroyed in the past few months. Sometimes it's the fault of one or the other, sometimes its the fault of both.

I know every relationship has it's problems..but in my heart, soul, I believe there are just some lines you DO NOT CROSS.

And no amount of forgiveness, prayer, or holy water is going to make sleeping with someone else or sending dirty texts OK.  Marriage MEANS something people!!!

I really pray that this country gains some freaking morals...


  1. Couldn't agree more... Marriage is not something to be taken lightly.


Our Journey towards Making a Family

Long Version : Our Journey Blog Post
Go here to learn about how we got our start..and where we are now!

Short Version:
11-28-2008- Started Dating

2-14-2010- Got Engaged :)

4-3-2010- First Positive Test- Baby 1 due 12/10/10

5-1-2010- Miscarriage at 8wks2days

12-10-2010- Estimated Due Date for Baby 1

5-5-2011- Second Positive Test- Baby 2 due 1-12-12
5-7-2011- We are Married!! :)
5-14-2011- Miscarriage at 5wks2days

6-16-2011- Repeated Pregnancy Loss blood work
6-23-2011- HSG looks good!
6-23-2011- dx positive ANA- Anti Nuclear Antibodies

07-05-2011- Rheumatologist Appointment
7-11-2011- dx Low Vitamin D levels. Start Prescription Vitamin D and baby aspirin

09/2011- Officially No Longer Preventing

10/5/11-First cycle Actively Trying. AF shows up

11/21/11-Celiac Bloodwork Negative, Vit D still lower than normal, start another prescription. Continue prenatals with Vit. D as well

01-12-12-Estimated Due Date for Baby 2
01/12-Vit D in normal range, start over the counter Daily Calcium with Vit D supplement per Rhuematologist.

2/15/12-Appt with new Ob who is more proactive with Progesterone Testing-suspects progesterone issues.

2/15/12- 5/9/12-Stop trying and start new charting method (Creighton) to watch for hormone imbalance.