Monday, January 10, 2011

One Month...

Hi baby boy.
Mommy misses you so very much.  I love you. You've been on my mind a lot today.

I can't believe you'd be a month old today. I hope you are having fun up in heaven with Mom Mom .

Mommy has seen you in my dreams a few times lately and a few times with Mom Mom. You look happy. You look beautiful. I wish I could hold you in my arms. I know you're watching over me, and helping us make it through so thank you.

Its a new year baby boy and I have a lot of hopes for this year. I am really hoping for lots of good things. Your daddy and I are getting married, and I hope soon we will make you a new baby brother or sister. Its a year of babies..that's what I keep hearing. I hope its true.

I love you to the moon and back.

1 comment:

  1. Beautiful you made me cry that was awesome,,, such love


Our Journey towards Making a Family

Long Version : Our Journey Blog Post
Go here to learn about how we got our start..and where we are now!

Short Version:
11-28-2008- Started Dating

2-14-2010- Got Engaged :)

4-3-2010- First Positive Test- Baby 1 due 12/10/10

5-1-2010- Miscarriage at 8wks2days

12-10-2010- Estimated Due Date for Baby 1

5-5-2011- Second Positive Test- Baby 2 due 1-12-12
5-7-2011- We are Married!! :)
5-14-2011- Miscarriage at 5wks2days

6-16-2011- Repeated Pregnancy Loss blood work
6-23-2011- HSG looks good!
6-23-2011- dx positive ANA- Anti Nuclear Antibodies

07-05-2011- Rheumatologist Appointment
7-11-2011- dx Low Vitamin D levels. Start Prescription Vitamin D and baby aspirin

09/2011- Officially No Longer Preventing

10/5/11-First cycle Actively Trying. AF shows up

11/21/11-Celiac Bloodwork Negative, Vit D still lower than normal, start another prescription. Continue prenatals with Vit. D as well

01-12-12-Estimated Due Date for Baby 2
01/12-Vit D in normal range, start over the counter Daily Calcium with Vit D supplement per Rhuematologist.

2/15/12-Appt with new Ob who is more proactive with Progesterone Testing-suspects progesterone issues.

2/15/12- 5/9/12-Stop trying and start new charting method (Creighton) to watch for hormone imbalance.