Tuesday, October 26, 2010

terrifying..

I have some questionable looking moles. I've been "moley" all my life and from what I can tell they've never really gotten bigger or changed. But, I'm just scared. Its the fear of the unknown thats the worse right now...What do I do if I go to the dr's appt and find out I have skin cancer...

What if I've had it for a while...

What if I can't afford treatment?

Ugh...I'm trying not to get three steps ahead of myself right now...but I honestly don't know how I'm going to get through the days til my Dr's appt. Ive even thought about calling to see if they've had any cancellations so I can move it up. sigh...

And if I don't have it...why all the moles....why new ones?
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Our Journey towards Making a Family

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Short Version:
11-28-2008- Started Dating

2-14-2010- Got Engaged :)

4-3-2010- First Positive Test- Baby 1 due 12/10/10

5-1-2010- Miscarriage at 8wks2days

12-10-2010- Estimated Due Date for Baby 1

5-5-2011- Second Positive Test- Baby 2 due 1-12-12
5-7-2011- We are Married!! :)
5-14-2011- Miscarriage at 5wks2days

6-16-2011- Repeated Pregnancy Loss blood work
6-23-2011- HSG looks good!
6-23-2011- dx positive ANA- Anti Nuclear Antibodies

07-05-2011- Rheumatologist Appointment
7-11-2011- dx Low Vitamin D levels. Start Prescription Vitamin D and baby aspirin

09/2011- Officially No Longer Preventing

10/5/11-First cycle Actively Trying. AF shows up

11/21/11-Celiac Bloodwork Negative, Vit D still lower than normal, start another prescription. Continue prenatals with Vit. D as well

01-12-12-Estimated Due Date for Baby 2
01/12-Vit D in normal range, start over the counter Daily Calcium with Vit D supplement per Rhuematologist.

2/15/12-Appt with new Ob who is more proactive with Progesterone Testing-suspects progesterone issues.

2/15/12- 5/9/12-Stop trying and start new charting method (Creighton) to watch for hormone imbalance.