Jealousy-Written in April 2007

Jealousy

It's a giddy kind of jealousy that I feel

It's hard to believe that this could ever be real

I sigh at your picture and smile hearing your name

With you here beside me, I'll never be the same

I wish to be next to you, holding your hand

I long for the day that I can make you understand


It's this sweet kind of jealousy that makes me do the things I do

It's this sweet kind of jealousy that makes me long for you


I want to be the one you look at and the one you call your own

I wait for the day that it's you one the other end of my ringing phone

The sweet way you talk, and the way you make me laugh

The scary way I feel when I think it might not last


It's this crazy kind of jealousy when I know theres other girls

It's a crazy kind of jealousy that makes me want to be your world


I worry that they're better, prettier or more your type

I hope you know that for you I'll put up a fight

I know you feel the same way and I think that's the best and worst part

Because now that I know, I think I may have just lost my heart

I fall fast and I fall hard, and I'm jealous of anyone that can treat love like a game

Please ease these fears of mine and say you feel the same

The days get longer, and the nights are restless as I dream of your face

I dare say that I may kiss you one of these days

I've never felt this way before, and the funny part, you see

Is now that I have you, there are actually people jealous of me.